Sigh

Good

I like getting to do exactly what I want to do and I like being around people who aren't just trying to force their own ideas of fun on me, regardless of whether or not I'm having a good time.  I don't think turning 25 is at all significant, really, but I feel like (mentally, at least) I'm too goddamn old to be doing things that I don't want to do or sacrificing my time for anything that I'm not getting some sort of enjoyment from.  And I'm too old to give a shit about what other people think of me.  It's not as if I've ever been that accommodating or compromising, but I'll be damned if I'm going to start now.  Anyway.

I miss you being in this world.

Ha

Watching It Might Get Loud...up until now (halfway through the film) Jack White and the Edge have been playing it cool.  Then Jimmy Page starts playing "Whole Lotta Love" and damn, those guys looked like they could barely contain themselves.  Their faces just lit the fuck up.

Most beautiful thing I've seen in a long time.

More

La la la...

I am going to shoot video of...I don't know.  Random shit.  Things here, things there.  Things everywhere.  Nonsense.  I can title the movie, "Boring Life in Small Apartment with Cat, accompanied by Disgruntled Mutterings about Bullshit."  Maybe I'll shoot video as I drive down the interstate.  The film will end when I rear-end somebody, jump out of my car, drop to my knees and scream to the heavens, "POURQUOI?!"  Shaking my fists the whole time, of course.  Dramatic effect and all that.

I was going to dress up as Carrie for Halloween, but now I'm going to dress up as Drunk, Pissed-Off Person.  But for anyone out there who is going to go as Carrie, I just want you to know: you may have spent the time and money to pour blood all over yourself and shove a tiara on your head, but you'll never be able to match my desire to kill people with my mind.

Die, you assholes!

Video

I haven't actually thought much about my video project.  I know that I don't really want to use video for my final project in the class, so it can't exactly go towards that...

It isn't that I'm not interested in video.  iMovie was fun and pretty user-friendly compared to everything else we've learned so far.  But I don't really want to develop my skills with editing videos.  I just don't.  I'm far better, I think, at appreciating film than I am at making it.

What can I say?  I'm pretty disinterested in everything at this point, for reasons I can't go into without an angry mob forming at my door.  And at this point...whatever.  Being pitchforked to death wouldn't be such a terrible way to go...